Wednesday, December 15, 2010

crunkuation part 1.5

today is part 1.5 of graduation with my friends.
my roommate Libby is graduating today at 2pm.
that means we're going to have an empty space in our house.
and as of now, no one is moving in, but that might change by the time next semester rolls around.

so I'm finishing up some laundry before we head to the cabin tomorrow.
(I was running out of socks & underdrawers)
while I'm waiting on my laundry, I've been working on my application for the internship this summer.
it's really got me thinking about my life and the way I'm living.
I try my hardest to please God in all aspects of my life, especially my words and actions.
I know I fail at this a lot of the time, but I'm really trying.
constant devotion and prayer, along with awesome Christian friends make this a whole lot easier.
He deserves nothing less than everything I have.

"I will give You thanks
with all my heart;
I will sing Your praise
before the heavenly beings.
I will bow down
toward Your holy temple
and give thanks to Your name
for Your constant love
and faithfulness.
You have exalted Your name
and Your promise above
everything else.
On the day I called, You answered me;
You increased strength within me."
Psalm 138:1-3

with Christmas fast approaching, I'm getting really excited to see my family and spend time with them.
I'm really ready for a break from classes, work and whatnot.
I just don't want to forget the real meaning of Christmas, Jesus' sacrifice.
people tend to forget that Jesus sacrificed His life for us.
"Jesus is the reason for the season"
Jesus wasn't born on dec. 25.
yes, He was once a baby, but even then, He was still fully God, fully Messiah.
we don't worship the baby in the manager, nor the broken man on the cross.
Jesus is alive!
He is reigning on high, He is the I AM!
let's not forget that Jesus came to save us from ultimate death, from our selfish acts.
without His sacrifice, this life would not even be worth living.
Lord, let it all sink in, let us not forget to be thankful for your unconditional love and grace this Christmas.

But the angel said to them, 'Don't be afraid, for look, I proclaim to you good news of great joy that will be for all the people: today a Savior, who is Messiah the Lord, was born for you in the city of David.'
Luke 2:10-11 [emphasis added]

Thursday, December 09, 2010

christmas time is coming soon

today is the first day of finals.
i only had one final this afternoon at 12:30pm for art history.
i think it went pretty well, i love art history so it wasn't too much work studying for it.
i only have one more final, and its not until tuesday.
i had one on monday night and one last thursday.
i think they've all gone pretty well thus far.
all finals are done on wednesday, which is the day of graduation.
my roommate libby is graduating.
so i'll be attending the small graduation in our fitness center.
then on thursday, a few of us will be heading to memphis area to spend some time at sara's family's cabin.
it's going to be wonderful.
we're having a secret santa & i'm really excited :)

next semester, i'm going to be president of my student christian fellowship.
we've already started planning .
i'm going to be leading a life group for girls.
i'm really excited!
we might go through a book of a Bible or a book that goes along with the Bible.
we're still working out the logistics of everything.
but i can't wait!!
God truly has some awesome things in store for next semester.
it's going to be great!


there's a possibility i will be able to go to ukraine this summer for an internship.
i'd get to work with village kids, talk & share Jesus with an unreached muslim group, and a campus ministry.
i went the the national missions convention & God opened my eyes to the world of missions and the wonderful things He has going on around the world.
i want to go out and tell everyone about Jesus!
this summer will be a great opportunity!


He said to them, 'Go into all the world and preach the good news to all creation!' Mark 16:15

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

almost time for all my friends to be here for the weekend!!

friday night is party time for jackie's 21st.
angela, jackie, erin, cacy, and brea will all be here!
i'm so excited!!
i haven't seen them in a long time
its going to be wonderful

a few of my friends that graduated this past spring will be here for the weekend
alex, jen & guy will be here on friday night and stay until sunday
austin will be here on friday afternoon and stay until monday morning
its going to be so grand
we'll be partying all weekend long
yay yay yay yay :)

life has been swell
i'm still loving all my classes
art is definitely something i should be doing
i love it so much
work is grand
it can be a little tiring, but that's alright
its money in a bank
thanksgiving is in 2 weeks & i'm pretty excited to be home
i really miss my parents & jackie & my grandparents & everyone else
we're so close to being done for the semester its crazy!

well, we're headed to olive garden here soon to celebrate sara taking the GRE today
yummmmmy

Monday, October 18, 2010

back to school, back to normal life
the rest of my trip in atlanta was wonderful
we had the best fro-yo ever at menchies, twice
i got to go to IKEA for the first time & i'm in love, haha
and plenty of time to just hang out
i'm so glad i have awesome friends
God has truly blessed me

this past weekend i went home so i could see my family
mostly to see jackie & her rock :)
i got to spend time with my parents, which i truly value that time
they are probably the greatest parents anyone could ever ask for
i'm so glad i have such a wonderful influence on my life
saturday night, angela & i planned out all of jackie's wedding, haha
we're really excited about it and being the maids of honor :)
we're headed to nashville this coming weekend to go to the flea market & go wedding dress shopping!
its going to be sooo much fun!

i have an opportunity to go to tunisia [north africa] in may for 2 weeks with my SCF group
this is something i really feel that God is calling me to do
i feel that He wants to push me out of my comfort zone & stretch me
i've been praying about it... a lot
i have all my SCF friends praying
phil is praying in indy
jen is praying in atlanta
it's just really close to jackie's wedding
so i'll continue to pray, please be in pray with me

i'm going to enjoy some apple cider from fall fest & study a little bit


The Lord will guide you continually, and satisfy your needs in parched places, and make your bones strong, and you shall be like a watered garden, like a spring of water, whose waters never fail.
Isaiah 58:11

Sunday, October 10, 2010

just when i thought things couldn't get any better... they did.
JACKIE & AUSTIN GOT ENGAGED LAST NIGHT---FINALLY!!! :) :)
i'm so excited for her & austin!
they're looking at a may wedding, which means i have a lot of planning to do, haha.
we're going dress shopping in two weeks in nashville :)
there aren't enough words to describe how excited i am!

Saturday, October 09, 2010

the south

i'm in atlanta.
it's absolutely wonderful.
after being in the car for 9-ish hours, sara & i arrived last night around midnight.
today:
-we slept in
-had a picnic with guy, jen, alex & patrick
-went to the waffle house museum
-went to lenox park mall, which was huge
-had dinner at this really cute little place downtown, it was absolutely delicious [p.s. LUNA for MAYOR-- in 3 years]
-chillin' at jen & guy's apartment
-we'll be watching book of eli here shortly

overall, it has been grand.
tomorrow, we'll be going to church & napping & having fun & everything else wonderful that can happen.
i love being here with these people.
they're wonderful :)
movie time...

Saturday, September 25, 2010

concert

last night was absolutely wonderful.
my friend shannon & i went to vincennes, indiana to see the almost, house of heroes, chasen & between the trees.
it was one of the best concerts i've been to.
the venue was an old movie theater, which is also now a church, which is pretty sweet.
we were so close to the stage, like literally a foot away.
the energy was amazing!
chasen, whom i had never heard of until last night, blew me away.
they played worship music and it was beautiful to be able to worship God while at a rock concert.
i have never experienced that before, but i loved it!
God is so good, and He has truly given those guys a gift to share with a lot of people.

Friday, September 10, 2010

yesterday..

well, yesterday was just wonderful.
i basically ran around like a chicken with its head cut off. i barely had any time to sit down & breath.


i got up, and worked out from 715-815. then showered, and got ready for class.

i had class from 930-1045 (media writing).

at 11, i met with Jaime, who is one of our leaders with SCF. she's just here for the semester before she moves to tunisia in may. i spent spring break with her, and she's just wonderful. we just met up in ridgway, and just talked and got to pray together. she's making me really excited about the things God is going to do this semester. its going to be so fantastic. i'm just praying for God to bring lots of freshmen to let us minister to. i'm ecstatic :)

at 12:20, i met with Trevor, the intern to SCF, and Kaitlin, my roommate. we are doing a a discipleship thing, where we go through stories about Jesus and different stories in the Bible. we practice them, so we can talk to other people about Jesus. its fun.

i ran home at 1 to get lunch. i made a peanut butter sandwich, and ate it on the way to class.

i had class from 115-345 (design). it was fun, we've been working on a line project with markers. i finished mine in class yesterday. we started working on experimenting with pen & ink. it's not my favorite, but its not too bad. it's really messy, i had ink all over me when i got done.

i had a meeting at 345 with Dr. Strobel, my art history professor, and Becca, my partner for a project. we just had to make sure we were actually working on our project and had all the essential information needed. it was good, i'm really glad i have Becca as a partner, she's awesome. for our project, we're talking about the inner coffin of king tut. it should be interesting.

at 4, i went to Jaime's Bible study, "God's Heart for the Nations." it was really good. we were talking about tribals and other unreached people groups. my heart aches for all the people who have no idea who Jesus is. i would love to travel and go on missions to the 10/40 window and minister the many unreached people groups.

we had girls dinner at 530. there are so many new freshmen girls. its crazy how many people we can cram around one table. its always fun to meet new people and just talk about ridiculous things.

i went to the SCF house around 630 to put names in our database from the organization fair we had on monday. there were about 30 people that showed an interest in SCF, which is awesome! after i finished putting the names in the laptop, i talked with Jaime and Becky, Mark's wife. i got to share my story with Becky. and we just prayed and talked, and it was wonderful to be in the presence of such awesome women of God. i hope to be like them one day.

"Girls Gone Bible" was at 9. its our girls Bible study, via SCF. there weren't as many girls as there had been the previous week, but it was still good. we talked about grace. i love getting to hear people my age discuss such Biblical topics and share life stories with each other. its wonderful to know all those girls. God has truly blessed me with wonderful friends.

i went home and got in bed at 1020pm.

thus concludes one of the most wonderful days.

p.s. i have a job. i'm working at the Family Christian Stores. my first night was wednesday night. it was slow and hardly anyone came in, but its a good place to work. i work again tonight, so i'll be missing SCF, which is a bummer, but it's not going to happen again.

Thursday, September 09, 2010

and today was one of my most favorite days.
God is so good and so faithful.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

WELL, i'm back

WELL, i'm back at school. getting back into the swing of things. i moved in on aug. 20 and started classes on aug. 25. it's been so much fun already, getting back with wonderful friends. i love it here so much!

WELL, i moved in early so that i could help freshmen move in the next day. it was a lot fun and a lot of work. sara & i carried a fridge up to the fourth floor of a dorm. basically all freshmen live on the 4th floor, so we did a lot of walking up and down stairs. i was definitely a little sore the next day. my favorite time is when all my friends and i have moved into our houses/dorms/apartments but classes haven't started yet. it's nice. we can just hang out and do whatever we want. we've been to sonic happy hour quite a few times. i almost wish we didn't have to go to class or work or any of those things.

WELL, i've started my new major classes. i was a little worried to begin with, but i think they will be fine. i'm really excited about my computer graphics class because we just got brand new mac desktops. they are beautiful. we'll be using 3 different adobe programs. this will really help me for internships/jobs. i'm also taking media writing, which should be interesting considering i don't really like writing all that much, ha. another class is art history. i'm pretty excited about it as well. i love going to art museums and learning about the history of all kinds of pieces. plus, my friends becca, alex, and marley are in there. it's going to be grand! also, i'm taking a design studio. it's basically an intro for art majors. we'll be working with all different mediums. i had to go buy all kinds of supplies from blick's art store. i can't wait. i actually have another class, but i haven't had it yet. it's intro to art therapy. its my first night class. its on monday nights from 6-8:30pm. it's an art elective. overall, i love my classes thus far. way easier than my science classes were. i'm definitely going to enjoy this semester.

WELL, i love my house and my roommates. i'm living in an on-campus house with 4 other girls. they are all seniors, so they'll be leaving me here soon. but i'm enjoying not being in a dorm anymore. even though i'm not a very good cook, i've got sara. we share a room & she likes to cook. and i like to do the dishes. perfect. libby & bernard share a room. and kaitlin has a room to herself. it once was a sunroom sort of thing. our house is fairly big and i love it. it's a lot of fun and certainly enjoyable. we're going to have a good semester/year.

WELL, i'm watching america pickers with my roomies. i think i'll write more another time.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

WOW!

It's almost time for school to start! I can't believe summer is almost over. So much has been going on.

I've been spending a lot of time in Marion at Aldersgate UMC with my lovely high school girls. They are so much fun! I enjoy being the "adult" and making an influence in their lives. They really value my opinion and seem to enjoy talking to me about anything and everything. Last week, we just hung out and talked. We also pranked my friend Alex's car. We saran wrapped it, and put glitter in the layers of saran wrap. We also put streamers all over, and had a Rubik's cube as the hood ornament. We had a lot of fun doing it. This week, we had a pirate themed lock-in. It was great! We played all kinds of games, ate, tried to sleep, got tattoos, just hung out, talked a whole bunch, etc. And instead of getting back at us, Alex made us pancakes for breakfast. I'm probably headed back there tonight for a going away party for Alex and Natalie. I'm so glad I met Alex at UE and he came to Marion this summer, because I have loved getting to know these kids. God has truly blessed me with getting to know them. I have so many new friends that I can talk to, it's so wonderful.

More later about my summer :)

Friday, July 09, 2010

summer days passing by

it's officially summertime. so much has been going on. i love this time of year. no school, no homework, all the time in the world to hang out with my friends and family, church camps, sleeping in, doing anything i want.

a couple weeks ago, i got to be a counselor at a methodist camp with my friend alex. he's the intern to the youth pastor at aldersgate umc in marion, so i get to hang out with him and his youth group kids. camp was a lot of fun. i was a counselor for about 7-9 girls who ranged from going into 8th grade and going into 9th grade. they were a lot of fun and really silly all the time, but i loved it regardless. it reminded me of myself and my friends when we were younger. one of my girls got saved by the end of the week, it was so awesome to be there and be a part of this awesome experience in her life. church camps have a way of letting kids have these experiences. God is so good and faithful. i'm so glad i got to be there for these kids and build new relationships with new friends. i got to know some of the older girls too, and i really love all of my new friends. they are a lot of fun. i will definitely be in marion more often now.

since then, i haven't been doing a whole lot of anything. for the 4th of july, we went to watch fireworks the night before at lake of egypt. it was nice to get to hang out with my parents and jackie & austin and angela. i love getting to be with my favorite people. on the actual 4th, i went to my grandma linda's for a little while and then went to austin's house for a patriotic party. we watched tv and ate and just had fun together. we watched fireworks in one of erin & cacy's dad's fields. it was fun, but i got ate up by bugs. it was still a good time.

monday night, angela & i went to a concert in evansville. forever the sickest kids, the scene aesthetic, the ready set, a cursive memory, and phone calls from home. it was awesome. mostly junior high and high school kids, but it was still fun. i love concerts and the awesome vibe being there. one day, i'd like to be a merch girl for a band and travel all over the country & world. one day, haha.

tuesday was mom's birthday. we worked out with all her friends. then we had yummy breakfast at bbq barn. then mom & i headed to marion and carbondale to shop and hang out. we saw the movie killers and it was hilarious! i had a good time with the bestest mom in the whole world. God definitely blessed me with a wonderful mom, whom i can talk to about anything.

this past week was senior camp down at camp oxford. i didn't get to go down but one evening. but when i did get down there, it was awesome. the kids seemed to be having a good time and definitely getting into Jesus. i like getting to see the kids grow closer to God. He's definitely using camp oxford, and i love it. i've been going there since forever, its just a great place to get to know God more.

sunday is the world cup final and my team is going to win it all!!
GO SPAIN!!!!!!
dad & i are having a world cup party, kind of like a super bowl party only better. i can't wait. we've been watching all the games. we like to dissect every pass and every touch on the ball and every goal and every foul. it's probably one of my favorite things to do. we're so much alike.

that's all i've got for now. i think i'll go read a book :)

Monday, June 14, 2010

Lovely, hot June days

June has been flying by. I can't believe it's almost halfway over already.

Not too much has been going on since I posted last. I've been babysitting and hanging out with my friends. I don't have a constant babysitting job this summer. Just whenever my aunt needs me, haha. And I'm watching a family with 3 kids one night a week. No real job, but the random babysitting is enough I guess. And mowing Mrs. Small's yard.

My best friend Jackie moved in with us. So I have a roommate again. It's nice to have a friend here all the time. Especially since mom and dad were gone this weekend. Dad's home now, but mom is still on her Texas roadtrip with aunt Marsha. She'll be back Saturday or Sunday.

This past Friday night, I made a spur of the moment decision while I was in Evansville with Angela. I got my nose pierced! It's something I have wanted to do for a long time, but never did. I thought my parents would be mad, but neither of them are. Dane got his ears pierced and has tattoos, so I think I'm in the clear, haha.

Other than that, nothing else is really going on. I'm just trying to enjoy my summer. I'm possibly going to a church camp at Beulah in Eldorado next week. I'll be at 3 camps down at Camp Oxford in July. And we're planning a rafting trip in TN for August before I go to a wedding in Atlanta. It seems like there is so much going on, but everything is all spread out. I'm cherishing every moment of this summer at home, because I probably won't be home next summer. I'm going to try and get an internship somewhere, hopefully New York or Chicago. We'll just see.

Well, that's all I've got for now :)

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

summer summer time

well, it's been a super long time since i have posted anything [sorry grandma :)]. i guess i got too busy with the end of school/finals, going to texas, going to michigan, and just hanging out.

way too many things have happened since april 19. i think i'll just hit the highlights, haha.

well, after finals were through, school was over, my 20th birthday came & went, and graduation happened, i made a trip to texas. it was one of the most fun trips i have ever been on. allyson, becca, and i spent 12 hours in a car, singing ridiculous songs, playing 'my cow', buying scratch offs, eating ice cream, and just having a whole lot of fun. we spent monday and tuesday in dallas, and then headed to abilene on wednesday morning. we were there wednesday, thursday and friday morning. we drove back to dallas on friday morning, and allyson and i flew out friday night. there were many things that happened, but i don't have enough space to tell you everything that went on.
monday, we ate lunch with becca's little sister, mary.
and played with her after school.
we tried to rope in becca's backyard.
allyson was pretty good at it, hence why the rope is around my waist, haha.
and here we are at becca's dad's ranch in abilene.
they let me ride a horse in abilene,
that's J Paul, he's a pretty cool horse.

the whole time we were in texas was so much fun. i can't wait to have another trip like that!

two days after i got back, i went to michigan with my parents to pick up a truck my dad had bought off ebay. we went to st. joseph, which is right on lake michigan. it was super beautiful.
i think we may vacation there one day, it was just like seaside/seagrove florida. the next day, we went to new buffalo, which was also on the lake.
it was really chilly, but i really enjoyed being on the beach. we took a lot of good pictures.

since then, i've just been home. hanging out with friends from home, and even friends from school. my friend alex is only 30 min. away in marion, so we had ice cream one night. and my friend kylene is only 30 min. away in carmi, so we had lunch one day. i've enjoyed being home, and getting to spend time with friends.

yesterday, we had a get-together at my house. mostly dad wanted to get people over to kayak and hang out. dad and all his bffs were out there rolling and having a good time. all my bffs came over and we fished/kayaked/ate/hung out. it was great. alex got to come and meet all my friends and my parents. it rained for a little while, so everyone came inside and we rock-climbed in the basement for a bit. it was a blast just getting to be with everyone.

i'm working on getting job. not many places are hiring and no one really wants a kid that will only be there for two-ish months, but i'm still trying. i'll probably end up just babysitting for my aunt and one of her friends, and mowing mrs. small's yard. next summer, i'll hopefully be in new york doing an internship for vis com stuff. we'll just have to see.

this evening, dad taught me how to use the lawn mower, so i can start mowing and get paid for it :) tomorrow, i'm going to work out at curves with my momma. and who knows what else will be going on, probably more cleaning around the house and picking up stuff still from school.

i've been going to the high school/junior high youth service on sunday nights. the kids are really starting to get into the worship and diving into a deeper relationship with Christ. it makes my heart happy to see these kids worshipping and having a good time. i miss when i was in youth group, it was so good then. i'll definitely be helping with junior high camp this year, mostly working in the kitchen with my momma, aunt denise, wayne mitchell, and all the regulars. and more than likely, i'll be helping with senior camp and possibly helping with junior camp. i've also been asked to be a counselor at the methodist camp at beulah in eldorado. so i'll be church camping all summer :)

Just a little encouragement for myself and whoever happens to read this:
1 Timothy 6:11-12
"But you, man of God, flee from all this, and pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, endurance and gentleness. Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called when you made your good confession in the presence of many witnesses."

1 Chronicles 16:23
"Sing to the LORD, all the earth; proclaim his salvation day after day."

Monday, April 19, 2010

closing time

and so begins the last full week of classes before finals begin. i'm excited and sad all at the same time.

i'm so ready to be done with classes and move into my major (art) classes next fall, but i'm really sad because a ton of seniors are graduating and leaving (jennifer, alex, jamie, matt, guy, austin, phil, steve, etc.) and my dear friend hannah and possible carley and cody are transferring schools. i'll still have a lot of friends around, but it won't be exactly the same without them.

exactly 19 days until graduation, which is also my birthday. i'll be 20, no longer a teenager. i'm going to have to do something for my last teenage angst, haha. probably just get another piercing in my ear.

the day after my birthday i'll be driving with my friends becca and allyson to becca's home in dallas, tx. and spending about five days there. i'm getting a plane ticket home for my birthday. i'm pretty darn excited to get to hang out with these girls. they are two of my bestest friends here on campus. we'll be spending time in dallas and in abilene. and then i'll fly to st. louis from dallas on the 14th or possibly the 15th. i can't wait!!

saturday night was the scf banquet here in evansville. it was a gathering of current students, alumni, parents, and board of directors. we had some worship, some stories about God's work on campus, some scripture reading, and fantastic food. i read acts 17:24-28, which has been a scripture that has played a big role in my life these past few months, when i've been trying to decide what i should do with my life. it was a good time to get together and encourage others through what God has been doing. i'm so glad i have been a part of such an awesome group of friends that have continued to build me up and help me through all my hard times. God has truly blessed me in more ways than i can even imagine.

tonight, i'm going on a girls date with kaitlin. we're going to moe's for mexican :)
i'm getting low on meals, so we're eating off campus, so i can conserve some meals
i've also been getting repaid for all the meals i've given to austin & phil, taco bell and wendys are key to this equation, haha

Monday, April 12, 2010

good afternoon world,
it's nice to make your acquaintance.
i enjoy the beautiful sunshine
and the gently blowing breeze.
the sight of people delighting in the weather
makes my heart happy.
living life with not a care in the world.
i wish that statement were true,
but it's not.
i worry about so much,
which is probably why
my heads pounds daily.
casting my cares to the Lord should be effortless,
but i can't manage to do it.
i feel like the weight of the world is resting on my shoulders,
and all i can do it just carry it.
one day i will learn,
one day i will change,
one day life won't be completely awful.

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

i'm just tired. i'm tired of being in the same place. i want to get away. i want to explore the world.
i want to have a better relationship with God. i want to grow closer to Him. i want to be pursued by Him daily. i want my life to reflect His love, kindness, joy, hope, etc.
i want to chill out. i want my life to make sense. i want to know what i'm supposed to be doing with my life. i want for everything to work out in an orderly fashion. i want my feelings to subside for one moment and allow me to breath. i want to forget the emotion of anger and always be happy.
i want God to be glorified in all that i do. i want to truly be living my life for Him. i want to please Him and live in His plan as opposed to living in mine.
i don't want to try to be perfect. i want to be me.

Monday, April 05, 2010

april days

April has arrived, yay!
Just a few weeks of classes left and then its time for finals.
Rock-climbing this weekend.
Sunset concert, SCF banquet the next weekend.
And AWESOME DAY, Ruth's House yard sale the weekend after that.
And then finals begin.
And then graduation/my birthday/Ame's promenade.
Wow, it doesn't seem like much, but I'm definitely looking forward to all these things.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

BeachReach

Hello all! Hope everyone is enjoying the spring-like weather. God blessed us with a beautiful day today!

Well, since the last time I blogged, I had my spring break! I went with ten other people from my campus ministry group, Student Christian Fellowship, to Panama City Beach, Florida. We ministered to the students that were there to party all week. We gave free van rides every night from 9pm-2am, and served free pancakes every morning from 10am-1pm. Throughout the week, we gave over 4,000 people van rides and served pancakes over 4,000 people. Incredible! I feel so honored to have been a part of such an awesome ministry. I'm glad God was able to use me in awesome ways to touch lives! God was definitely moving in Panama City and certainly touching lives. He without a doubt had a special plan for everyone that was in the city during this break. At least 10 people accepted Christ due to interactions with the Beach Reach team. Praise God, He is so good!!!!

Every night we sent out about twenty 15-passenger vans to pick up those on spring break. Each van had six Beach Reach members inside: a driver, a navigator, a doorman, and three people to just talk to people. Whenever I was in the vans, which was basically every night, I was the navigator. I received text messages that told us who were picking up, where we were picking them up from, how many were in their party, where they wanted to go, a description of what they were wearing, and a phone number to reach them. Basically, I told our driver where to go and how to get there. If anyone is ever lost in PCB, I can help you out, haha. The rest of the team was out and about talking to whomever they encountered on the streets. Each night was divided into two shifts. Some nights we were did vans/streets the whole time. While some nights we did streets/vans for one shift and were in the prayer room for the other half. It was so powerful to be in the prayer room. The lady that was leading was a little intimidating, but I thoroughly enjoyed being there and enjoying the presence of God. We were specifically praying for the vans and who they were picking up. Also, there was a prayer hotline, that people could text or call in prayer requests. So we got to specifically pray for them. One night, Kurt, the guy leading prayer, played his guitar while we all sang a different Psalm. It was beautiful worship unto God. Then we sang pieces from a few of the Psalms. I love the sporadic randomness of the whole thing. It made my heart happy, and it's still happy :)

Wednesday night, I was on the street team, walking around with another girl, Karen, and a guy, Josh. Karen had a sense that we would find someone who had been ditched by his/her friends. We were outside one of the clubs talking to a guy, who was by himself, but had to say good-bye when we got to the door. So then, we were just standing in the parking lot trying to decide where to go next. A girl walked up to us and asked if any of us had a specific cell phone carrier. She was clearly distraught, and very intoxicated. She was all alone because her friends had abandoned her, and she had lost her cell phone. She knew the name of her hotel, but didn’t know how to get back. We stayed with her and talked to her, trying to calm her down, while we called for a car to get her. We had one of our female leaders and a college-age female driving around to specifically take girls home or wherever they needed to go. This girl was so ashamed of all she had done, she wouldn’t even tell us her name. She confessed to doing many drugs, drinking all the time. She had absolutely no self-worth. When the car arrived, we put her in and the Beach Reach girls took her home. The next day, I found out that she had opened up even more to them and finally shared her name, Kerrie. They shared the love of Jesus with her. They said she wanted to believe, but thought she had messed up too many times and wasn’t good enough. They continued to bless her and just love on her. She gave them her email address and they are going to try and keep in contact with her. God is so awesome!

His presence was noticeably present in Panama City during this past week. Many significant conversations took place on the streets and even in the van rides. Countless seeds were planted in lives, and will hopefully be cultivated. He had an explicit plan for each and every student that was there. Continue to pray for all the students, whose lives were touched and changed, pray for continued transformation and renewal.

We got back Friday evening around 7pm, and I grabbed my laundry and headed home for the weekend. I got to spend time with Jackie on Saturday while watching Austin & the boys play basketball. Then I went to see "Remember Me" with Erin and Cacy, and then we got Dairy Queen. I've missed home and seeing my friends. We had good conversations and got to catch up on our lives. It had been so long since I had seen any of them. Sunday morning I got up and cooked breakfast at church for the cute bus kids. I got to meet Mr. Elias Paul Horseman for the first time, and he is absolutely adorable. Casey and James did a good job! He fell asleep while I was holding him, pretty much the cutest thing. Casey called me 'Aunt Evan', haha. I'd like to be an legit aunt, but Dane and Jean are waiting. I guess I can wait, lol. I'm still thankful for such awesome people in my life, such as my brother and his wife, and James, who is like my brother, & Casey, and Jackie, and Erin & Cacy, and Joey & Devin, and my parents, and awesome friends here at school. Sunday afternoon was lunch at Grandma Linda's house. It was so good to be with all the family and spend time together. We used to do it all the time, but since we're all growing up, it's hard to get everyone together. We're doing it again in a few weeks for Ame and Dalton's birthdays. I can't wait to see them all again! After lunch, dad and I went to the church and gave blood. I always feel good after giving blood, knowing I'm helping save lives. I didn't feel well physically afterwards though, yet I drove back to Evansville and had dinner with friends for Sara's 20th birthday. Good times!

Other exciting news... I'm going to be living in an on-campus house next year! Me, Sara, Kaitlin, Bernard, and Libby will be residing at 408 Weinbach. It's going to be sooo good. It's right across the street from campus, so it's still super close and it won't take away from my scholarship. Plus, I'll be out of the dorms and I don't have to have a meal plan. All fantastic news!!

On the other hand, school is going well. I dropped Organic Chemistry before break, which has made life sooooo much easier. I still have four other classes to worry about, but none of them are as difficult as OChem was. I'm reading The Shack for my 'Christian Thought' class. It's really good thus far. We have online discussions about it during class times, so we don't have class this week. It's really interesting to see how other people, who aren't necessarily Christian, react to the Christian aspects and how they dissect and interpret the book. This class has really got me thinking about what I really believe and why I believe that way. I'm enjoying it, but it's a lot of work for a gen ed, lol. Intro to Roman Archaeology is going well. I think it's rather interesting, considering I've always enjoyed art history and history in general.

Yesterday I met with the head of the art department, Mr. Brown. We talked about classes and careers and art. I'm pretty decided on Visual Communications as my major, but I have to meet with Mrs. Frasier, who is the advisor for vis com majors. After meeting with her, I will be able to officially declare a major. I really enjoy going to a small school, where the professors and faculty are personal and truly care about my well-being. Everyone I have met with has truly cared and has truly helped me in numerous ways. I've started pre-registering for classes, even though there are only two that I know for sure I have to take. After meeting with Mrs. Frasier I will be able to register for more, but until then, I'm not sure which ones I need to be taking.

Wow, this turned out to be a super long blog. Hope you enjoyed being filled in on all that is going on in my life at this time!

Monday, March 01, 2010

Well...

Last night, I ended up sitting alone in Neu Chapel (the chapel on campus) for over an hour. Just sitting and waiting on the Lord. I'm still not exactly sure what I'm supposed to be doing, but I know its something with art. I know I'm supposed to be doing something, but I have no idea what. After my time with God, I went to see my friends Allyson, Becca and Austin. Allyson and Becca are Art Therapy majors, and Austin in a Theater major. They were all encouraging me to be some kind of art major. I was helping them study for their Modern Art midterm today. I knew a lot and I was able to help them. This was a "sign" I think. I LOVE ART, I always have. I'm just not sure exactly what to do with it. Some possible majors include: art therapy, art history, visual communications (graphic design). I don't know exactly what I can do. I don't want to leave UE. Its possible for me to get a job with one of these majors and make enough money to pay off my students loans. Obviously, I won't be paying these back in a day. They will take time, even if I was going to be a physical therapist. I still don't know what to do. I have no idea what I should be doing. God is still revealing Himself to me and letting me know what I should be doing.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

well hello the end of february

The end of February already, time really flies when you have soooooo much going on!

February brought about a lot of funs times! At the beginning, I went to a retreat in Washington, IN at Camp Iliana. It was a lot of fun! A group from my Student Christian Fellowship went and met a bunch of other campus ministry groups from all over Indiana. It was an awesome experience. Just to be able to get away from school and have some quality time with friends and more importantly, with God. It was really the best way to spend a weekend. We were there from Friday evening until Sunday morning. We had many large group sessions with awesome worship, and also had small group times to discuss what we were talking about. Of course, we played games and had a lot of time to just hang out and nap and eat. I'm really excited about what God is doing on my campus as well as the other campuses we got to meet with. He is really moving in a powerful way!

Since then, there has been a lot of school. I've been bogged down with classes. All my other classes are going okay. Neuroscience is probably my favorite/most interesting. Organic Chemistry is really kicking my butt. I have been struggling to learn it, I just don't comprehend the material. I feel rather dumb coming out of that class. My friend Phil is trying to help me, but even that's not helping. Thursday night, actually it was early Friday morning (think 2am-ish), I had a breakthrough. I've been struggling and struggling, and really stressing out about life and classes, and what I want to do with my life. I've just turned it all over to God and I'm letting Him have His way. I've been trying to make my own decisions for far too long. God has had a plan for me since the first time He thought me into existence. So why am I trying to even pretend like I have a say in it? Well, I just gave it up to Him. I still don't know exactly what I'm supposed to be doing in life. It could still be physical therapy, but I just don't feel like that is my calling. I actually have no idea what my calling is. I know there's something out there for me. I've started compiling a list of things I like:
-Art/Art history
-Kids
-Photography
-Helping people
-God
-Traveling
That's my list so far. I don't know how those things connect and what they mean, but I know God is in charge. God has a plan. God knows what He is doing. God wants to see me grow and prosper. God is a BIG God who holds the whole world in His hands. With God nothing is impossible!
So we'll see where God leads me.

Side note: I'm so thankful for my awesome friends here at school. Especially Phil, who helped me through my hard time Thursday/Friday. God strategically placed these people in my life and I'm so so so glad! Shannon, Alex T., Phil, Cody, Ben, Becca P., Allyson, Becca K., Kaitlin, Matt, Guy, Jennifer, Jamie, Kayla, Chloe, Hannah, Brittany, Chloe, Austin, Steve, Sara, Daniel, Tonya, Yvonne, Alex S., Courtney, Andrew, Wade, Erin, Maggie, Kris... and I'm sure I'm forgetting some one, but that doesn't make them any less important. Each and every one of them has touched my life in an incredible way. Without them, I would be completely lost and alone. Also, I am super thankful for such great leadership for SCF. Trevor and Mark are awesome. I'm glad that I can talk to them about anything and get excellent guidance from either. Yay for God being so good to me!!

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Whoa!!

Oh my goodness, it's already February 3, 2010!! I can hardly believe it!
(Sorry for waiting so long to blog for those of you who want to know what's going on in my life, grandma Freda and mom.)

Well, the New Year came and went. I happened to go to Pawnee, IL to spend time at my friend Alex's house with Alex and a other friends from school. We just hung out, watched tv, and chilled for a couple of days. Between New Years and coming back to school on January 11, I didn't do a whole lot of anything, just hung out around the house or with friends. One day, mom and I scraped wallpaper off the wall in the living room, so that she could paint it. One day, mom, dad and I went to Troy, IL for my cousin Jessica's wedding. It was absolutely beautiful and I hope Jessica and Michael are very happy. We went shopping the next day in Fairview Heights, which was a blast.

As I said, I came started back to school on January 11. Since then, it has been nonstop studying/hanging out with my awesome friends/playing in the snow/doing homework/going to class/team training for spring break/SCF/working at Steak N Shake. I'm loving every minute of it, but it gets hectic and crazy sometimes because I'm so busy. Maybe it will eventually calm down, but since I'm taking Organic Chemistry, I doubt it will. If you're every thinking of me, just shoot up a prayer concerning me & organic chemistry, I would greatly appreciate it.

At the beginning of the semester, I decided to attend BeachReach with my Student Christian Fellowship group over spring break. We will be going to Panama City Beach, Florida. We are going to minister to the students that are there for crazy/party time spring break. We'll be giving free van rides, and making pancakes for them. Just trying to show them the love of God in every way possible. I'm really excited!!

Well, I have class in 40 minutes, so I had better finish getting ready. I'll try not to wait so long between blogs next time. :)

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